joyce's posts with tag: love poetry
 | Yes.... | Jun 3, '07 6:04 PM
for everyone |
 It would be my pleasure to go with you....
Take me into your sensuous world
Show me how to get closer to my dreams
I want you to show my body
all the things your body has learned....
that mine has never seen
Let me show you how my senses have impatiently
yet patiently yearned...
and we will grow into whatever this feeling is
What's happening to me....
I can hardly breathe
These thoughts that I have, I just can't conceive
My PEN is very anxious today
You...
have taken.....
my breath away
I haven't felt this way in a long time
I didn't see you coming
but, I can't say I wish I had
A sweet stirring you bring....
the excitement is written intimately
cautiously....all over my pad
Now I don't know what to do
or how to tell someone...anyone what I've found in you
I don't even know what this is I'm feeling
I'll have to wait until it's done.
But I'm too old to be turning down chances
and I can't be looking back at how far I've come
And this is just the beginning.....
When I say you can touch me there
I mean we can be all of that, and more
A heart full of possibilities
and empty arms needing to even the score
Poetry has brought you to me
Your sultry verse has made me stay
Have you ever met someone
whom you had no second thoughts about
Until the thought of them leaving you
was too much if they ever would walk away
It is then that you realize
they are more than just a thought
Can you really touch me
like you say
If I allow us to explore feelings
we both know exist
You do understand
what you're asking me...
is can I come out to play
And, I think I can make that happen today
I can taste your sweetness already
your lips upon my lips
taking tiny sips
feeling your lustful drips
Just the anticipation is overtaking me
the thought of being glued so close
by sweat
to your sexxy hips
My mental has once again
taken flight
I know we could be enjoying each other
morning
noon
and every night
You don't have to pull me
into your indulgence
I willingly leap
I'm betting that I can swim
even though I know the water is deep
Oh, hell yeah, you can touch this----(winking)
Ego is a symbol of your not knowing
Who you are. Bereft of your true Identity, you build a false one. From your mistaken sense of isolation, you build an image of yourself that is called ego. Ego is very tremulous. The stronger-seeming, the weaker it is. It is so sensitive, it is impossible to live in joy with ego present. Ego is grasping and can never be satisfied, for it is always looking for satisfaction rather than to give it.When you know your True Identity, you can only give love instead of looking for it to be given to you.Pay more attention to losing ego than you do to losing weight. Actually, don't pay attention to ego at all. Don't give it the time of day. Rather let your attention float to Me. >From littleness to Greatness, you will float. You will march. Here is the secret to happiness in life, and I am giving it to you.Step over the head of ego, and you will know the Godhead.This little strutter called ego puts up partitions in your way. It has enticing movements that keep your eye off Me. Ego dances before you, moves like a serpent, and hypnotizes you into believing you need reinforcement, that you need defense, that you need attention, that you need obeisance, that you need distraction, that you need anything at all but to give service to your heart, and therefore to Mine. When you know how wealthy you are, you can afford to be generous. When you know that loss cannot befall -- except for loss of ego, that is -- then you give gifts to the world. Then you think less about yourself and hold yourself in greater regard, in enough regard that you consider others, not as a gift come to your aid -- although they are indeed a gift to you -- but as a basket into which you tithe love without restraint once and for all. Plunk. Your love is dropped into the basket for all time. Your enormous love, your love for Me, beloveds, has to go somewhere so you deposit it into the woven hearts of others, those you know and those you don't know. There is one huge basket of love in the world, and it is splendid. You are splendid. You are in the splendor of love. You begin to know what love is and what love is worth. You begin to know what your love is worth. You begin to know what you are worth. You begin to know your place in the Universe. You begin to know your place in Heaven. You begin to know the location of your heart. You begin to know how strong a heart is. You begin to know full well the emergence of your heart as Mine, and then you can only give, and only give without thought of When your cup overfloweth -- what can it do but overflow? Without words, you begin to know that you give to yourself overwhelmingly as you open the floodgates and give way to love.Love knocks on your door, and you answer it. And you find yourself at the door, and you let yourself in, and love meets love, and it is all Mine the same as it is all yours. You no longer look away from love. You merge with love. Love is no longer an apparition. Love, no longer sought after, but given, becomes the Reality it always was. You are the love. You never were anything else, only old man ego danced before you and blocked your view. Now ego has evanesced. Love has dispatched it. Love is in your view now -- love, Our One Self.Copyright © 1999-2007 Heavenletters
You are a beautiful woman..
inside
and out
You possess a quality about yourself
that I have not seen...
You are not afraid to want what you want
and that is an attribute
to your character..
You are confident
strong willed
and very persistent
If anything,
I should be scared of you
You seem like someone
who would turn my whole world
upside down
In the few days we've talked,
I found myself wanting
to talk to you more
I found a constant
"needing"
to hear your voice
When you whisper my name
beneath soft tones
quickening me
to the bone
I have to stop and listen
and I am most willing
to obey a soft voice
than a rigid tone
When you walked into the room today
I made a point to look around
EVERY
eye was on you!
and of course I was proud
that you came to sit with me
Those subtle body gestures
that you're so good at
like a quick wink
blowing me a kiss
or touching my arm while we talk
even the sexy sway
in your walk
as Mr. Legend sings,
Without a doubt
Heaven
sent an angel down
and she turned my life around..
And, I know whatever comes
we will be alright
when it's cold outside
you keep me warm inside...
jakuper(6/22/06)
"Cold Cold Heart" by Norah Jones
I've tried so hard my dear to show
That you're my every dream
Yet you're afraid each thing I do
Is just some evil scheme
A memory from your lonesome past
Keeps us so far apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold cold heart
Another love before my time
Made your heart sad an' blue
And so my heart is paying now
For things I didn't do
In anger unkind words are said
That make the teardrops start
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold cold heart
There was a time when I believed
That you belonged to me
But now I know your heart is shackled
To a memory
The more I learn to care for you
The more we drift apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold cold heart
Until the end of time, I will hold you close to my heart. The sum of who you are has nothing to do with the present. Loving you is not precipitated by what you can give me, or do for me. Neither is it dependant on you being present in my life. If you are living your life to the best of your ability, then that's all I can realistically ask.
Just as I breathe without thinking, so do I love you. I just do. Love is in me. We can call it adoration; but adoration, in the highest form is the worship given to God alone.
And it doesn't even have to be returned. It just feels good to know that I love someone who lives, that I am capable of love. That I CAN love. It is a gift from God, not, without conditions.
Profound love or regard. I would have placed, at your heart. the sum of who I am, and could be for you. I would have accepted you for who you are. I didn't have to be Number One. Your cold heart may not even be cold. It might just be the way you deal with stuff you cannot interpret clearly. And I so understand. Just know that I love you.
I love you.
I will always love you
Love is always bestowing and not taking,
not demanding, not insisting, not persisting
in making requirements for another,
for love just loves without predication,
without drawing a picture for someone else,
without expecting anything, for loving of itself is its own return.
When you let go of everything,
every idea, every belief,
everything you hold on to,
then you will love
and then you will know
there is nothing else in Heaven or on Earth.
 Even If For A Moment
I know all you see
is darkness
but I see light
It must be so lonely
inside
all those feelings
you constantly fight
the ones you're trying to hide
deep
in the abyss of your fear
I knew I would find you
hiding here
afraid to really trust
what you already know
Love is on the other side of this door
Series of hurts and pains
Restless nights,
tears,
and fears
and so much rain
have caused you to not chance
loving again
Every lover won't leave you
standing outside
in the cold
Every body
is not meant to stay
But some remain
until the whole story is told
Sometimes
the best kind of loving
only lasts
for a season
a month
or even a moment
But it's still love, my dear
Beyond those murky shadows
of what could possibly be
is a place
so affectionately called
you and me
We can get there
It's on the other side of destiny
right around fate's bend
no promises needed,
Hearts broken
will eventually mend
We make our own rules
ours to break
All we have is today
and our happiness at stake
Look what we could have
in the end...
Happiness
Papi you gave me
tingly sensations
so deliciously delightful
pinches
slaps
vicious
and i slipped away
into a river of
everything and yet nothing
that left me
muddled
and puddled
by the power of your hands
a night turned into a lifetime
in your arms
not a thought
all memories
in my head
as i crawled
begging to get into bed
a night turned into a lifetime
alarmed by your charm
as you took matters
into your own hands
and made me feel
like everything yet nothing
slut
sweetie
whore
honey
Papi
give me
more
tramp
scamp
imp
Papi
make me
limp
take my will
i get all choked up
just thinking of your hands
around my neck
your fingers
pinning my wrists
need i mention
your fists?
cocksucker
babygirl
fucktart
littleone
Papi
rip me
all apart
and show me
a dark angel
of soul
when Papi
takes
control
Papi gave you
tingling sensations
here's a good vibration for you
hellahot and sexy, too
moans
groans
and turning you on
is what I'm gonna do
You won't slip
into a river
or bump your head on a rock
but you will ride this tide
slipping
dipping and slide
all or nothing--
just open wide
this virgin voyage into the sea
no paddles needed
you will be cruising with me
The whipping
I'm planning for you
is absolutely free
If you like
you can spend
all your free time with me
in my arms without all the drama
night after night
a sexually satisfying trauma
as we seek
to save the babies
by devouring them all
I'll be your birth control
make me your baby's mama
Moved by your words
taken aback by your charm
I know nothing I do
will be wrong
You will beg
to get back in my bed
the tables will turn
and the fires will burn
they're hot, Lady
like everything you touch
and I touch
and we touch
and you touch
and I touch...
We will enjoy
the tangling of minds
the nasty grinds
the moves built for two
I get nervous
when I start think
that I'm taking
your lesbian cherry
from you
bursting in mid air
the rockets red glare
and waving a flag so you will know
that I'm still up in there
My bitch
My girlfriend
My baby momma
My Boo...
Girrrrlllll
you got some sweet
sweet all night long fukkin
ahead of you
Now step to me....
Excuses
falling from lips
filled the taste of you
I need to say goodbye
but I can't
Searching for the reasons
that might make
the pain okay with me
but all those happy moments,
I forgot
I need to kill the need
I have to say your name out loud
in the middle of the night
when I want to touch you
you're a shadow in my mind
lovingly I feel for you.....
and you're nowhere to be found
These urges
that are driving me to you
How am I supposed to live my life
while you are in the way?
Keeping me from what I need to do
Your whispers constantly disrupting me,
I close my eyes
and FAIL to sleep
and my memories fail to keep
me warm on nights so cold
yet the rest of the story
has not been told
I can't help but believe
in tomorrows destiny
where Love
you know...
the kind you want
will come back to thee
(chocked up)
Your fingers still fresh
against my skin
I dont want to be without you,
I'm still lost in dreams of you
bound to make
the same mistakes again
My back turned to you-
you're calling for me endlessly
to take your weary hand
I walk
and still we end up face to face
not even sure what to say
but I know I dont want
you to go away
what then shall we do
when its supposed to be
not one...but two
two with one heart
We dont need the drama
or the heartache we both know
WE will bring
But I cant find the strength
to fill your space
I half-expect some part of you
might change
and make it all ok
But that's the dreamer
that I know is just the fool
that I need to say goodbye to
and let our past just pass me by
Still I cant help
but let the dreamer rule
I have learned
no dream
is coming true
unless you believe in me
and you
I never expected
to hold on so long
but you got
the ending
to my song....
jakuper & *****
wet
sticky bodies
casting kinky
shadows
joined in
candle light
forms dancing
prancing
to a melody
oh so tight
it's not love
just a little
lust will do
sweet
fragrance
our sweaty
bodies
make
an erotic
feast for two
Everything
and anything
we do
hanging in
the air
Your eyes
glistening
with a
flickering
wickedly
sexxy stare
romance
beckoning
in the
moonlight
but it's just
fukking
tonight
lust
driven...
without
a fight
you
promised
me this
and a kiss
an insatiable
appetite
As we enter
passion's door
You have me
hungry
shamelessly
aimlessly
like a candle
melting
losing myself
expressing my desires openly
Give it to me, baby! letting
my love flow free until I'm
satisfied as I call out your name
quench this lingering flame
this candle...
burning
in your name
without any shame
Being Near you...
I like simple things
like vanilla ice cream cones
homemade onion rings
balloons
filled with water
making lots of laughs
sitting on the porch
listening to birds sing
I like watching you
while you're looking
for something to wear
or the way
when you enter a room
you give me a loving stare
I like simple kisses
that always lead to more
I like when you come home
hearing your keys
in the door
I like the way you say
my day went this way
and I secretly be wishing
that tomorrow
be a better day
I like sleeping close up under you
laughing at your snore
watching your favorite TV show
even when it's a bore
I just like being near you
putting your feet up
in my lap
I like walking in front of you
knowing
I'm gonna get a love tap
I like dreaming
of all my tomorrows
doing all the things
we like to do
I like thinking of tomorrow
Because
I already know....
they will be with you
she's making me do
what I told her couldn't be done
she got me right here
watching her
make herself cum
Don't mind us
this is a game we play
so tempting, and teasing
but we play it anyway
I'm sitting close to the show
right between her legs
eyes set on ready
tongue waiting on go
I'm almost on edge
losing my grip
waiting for her to blow
watching her sink that ship
back and forth sexy talking
a wicked grin
fingers out
fingers back in
fingers out
fingers back in
hips rising to the rythmn
I can't wait for this to end
I was horny
she already knew
She layed back on the bed
with a pillow under her head
I asked what are you thinking?
she said, thinkin of you,
and how we do
the things we do....
my pussy is trobbing,
her nipples erect
She pulled at them
licked at them
making them so juicy and wet
I slide one hand on my clit
she put one in hers too
I moaned with delight
what else could I do
I whispered slowly in her ear
let's see how it feels
when I do this to you, my dear
She looks at me
with those sexy ass eyes
then returns
to the feast between her thighs
Got all my attention
I can't move a bit
watching
how she choking
stroking
and provoking
working that pretty ass clit
Ok..
Okk..
I've taken all I can take
I only did this for disciplines' sake
I've pvoven I can abstain
It doesn't matter
when we play
or what we play
when that pussy beckons me
I drop everything
just to see her
spray
mmmmm
licking my lips
until they're numb
I'd do
anything
to taste her cum
first----putting song on repeat
[scatting]
walking up to you....looking at you
No words spoken
no words really needed
as music fades into song
Oh how it hurts
Loving someone who loves someone else
So many nights
I begin to gyrate in front of you
moving slowly to the music
dancing soooo sexxily
making sure never to lose eye contact
I spend here all alone by myself
Whenever you’re with her
Whose loving me
Nobody
Taking my hands
Rubbing my thighs
I'm wet
Even before you touch me
bending over to your face
stepping back
turning swiftly
looking at you, alluringly
Hurry up this way again
I love you
Hurry up this way again
blowing you a kiss
rubbing my body in slow circular motions
cupping my breasts seductuvely
I never know when I’m going to see you again
Can’t make no plans
I just see you whenever I can
What happens in between
I set and dream about you
gyrating against the back of your chair
kissing you on your neck
slowly rubbing your face
kissing your softly on your lips
fingers caressing your fingertips
Hurry up this way again
Don’t you know I love you
Hurry up this way again
I love you [don’t you know I love you, hey, hey]
whispering, 'I want you
don't make me wait any longer...
I promise, it's going to be beautiful
Searching your eyes for a yes
So many nights I spend here, I spend it all alone
But I love you
I love you, ooh,
Hurry up this way again
Oh I need you [I need you]
Hurry up this way again
Asking you to dance
holding you close to me
surrendering to your will
A tear falls from my eye
Just happy to be in your arms
ad-lib and fade
Kissing you back
The kiss that leads to the night
The night that I will never forget
I am yours...
You know I love you
You know I need you
Make love to me.....
Lyrics byPhyllis Hyman/words by me
Mystical Storm
In the distance
I hear thunder
rolling
lying back on my bed
quietly
a raven
sitting outside my window
and a voice...
it speaks to me
The rain starts
showers
turning into downpour
the thunder becomes louder
and I'm so drawn
to your caw
watching you
with a curious eye
doing what you do
it takes all my willpower
not to approach.
the storm is raging
outside
while the fire within
is overtaking me
what are you doing to me?
this is a subject
we need to broach
I say no
the raven says YES
I say no
the raven says YESSS
no
YESS
no
Yess
Soon enough
my resilience weakens
I say yes
Yess
I walk over to you
and kiss you
eyes closed
lightning flashes
lighting up the room
I see your form
you speak to me..
'do not fear me
I bring magic to you
your fear is of your inner self
I will give you courage
to experience
your awakening
in native teachings
black means anything but evil
it is the doorway to answers
the unknown
and your spiritual self
Never go beyond
what you are prepared for
I came to you
because you are ready'
Amidst the thunder
the lightning
and pouring rain
Raven
showed me
how to love again
She would not be rushed.
I was her canvas
she was the brush
painting strokes of pleasure
on every inch of me.
She was a master of magic
Creating a work of art
studying me
at every angle
the swell of my breasts
the rigidness of my clit
she breathed life into me
in the darkness
A shadow cast
on our bodies
were our only light
she kissed me with the force
and passion I never knew
My lips finally parted
as she pulled me closer
causing me
to gasp for air
One giant bolt of lightning
flashed across the midnight sky
I now belonged to her
The days
are rolling around
faster
perhaps life is speeding up
we find ourselves
shuffling,
trying to make sense
of the changes in the weather...
students
going back to school..
the summer heat,
rising gas prices,
and chaos around every corner....
But I find myself being able
to just sit back more..
in the cut..
in the quietness of it all...
and watch
as some people continue
to make their own lives
more tumultous,
and perplexing
(and I AM putting this rather nicely)...
we have the blessing
of being linked
to so many
who share our interests..
and its up to us
to make the most
of the connections we make..
and feed each other
our wisdom,
knowledge,
and foremost..
eschew hope..
so many cry out
for love
and really wouldnt know it
if it slapped us
in the face.
Becuz love isnt loud,
boisterous,
selfish,
it believes all things..
it is patient,
kind,
and most of all
it never gives up
As I was writing this,
I stopped..
and changed my whole text.
becuz
I wanted to throw stones..
accuse,
hurt,
and chastise..
but its not gonna do any good..
unless each of us
takes the charge
to bring about
better living standards
for ourselves
and others..
NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE..
we will still be lookin
for that promised land,
still be hurting those we love..
and bringing pain
to ourselves.......
I choose to be positive..
hopeful.
and practice lovng myself..
trying to love you..
in your imperfect stage..
knowing none of us are perfect..
and knowing that
if I give out love,
somehow,
and someday,
it will return to me.....
maybe not from whom I give it...
but from LIFE...
P.S.
You know who you are...
you have lifted my spirit..
made me believe
in love,
friendship,
and compassion..
we click..
we jibe,
we exist, now..
because
we rose above the craziness..
and I care..
unconditionally for you..
I have that hope
that you
will always be
in my life
jakuper(7/24/06)
Lying on my bed thinking about you
I close my eyes
and in the darkness I see you
moving before me
warm colors of love
dancing before my eyes.
As our lips meet
the color changes.....
your tongue
and mine
When we close the space
between our bodies
the color changes again.
when you speak
I listen
and obey
and we fill the air
with yet another color
I'm smiling now
because I know
that the colors will change again
as they have
constantly....
for hours.
Eventually
the colors ebb
and I sleep.
| awakened | Jul 18, '06 2:04 PM
for everyone |
Awakened
out of my sleep
to hands touching me
holding me
grabbing my thighs
My lover invading me
forcefully
shamelessly
It didn't take me long
to wake up
I wrapped my legs around her
tightly
pulled her head to me
closer.
A deep sound
formed in her throat,
causing her to gasp for air
It was the sound
of animalistic lust...
the intensity of our connection.
a flame
a fire unleashed
She was in a different place
feuled by hunger
she began moaning
uncontrollably
calling out my name
taking me
to that place where she was
Her hands
roamed freely
over my entire body
While she wanted to wait,
tried to make it last,
savor the sweet feel
of my release,
she was a woman not to be denied.
She cradled the back of my ass
looked up at me
with want in her eyes
and said,
simply
'give it to me'
She made one more lick
with her tongue.
This time,
my liquids flowed freeely
she swallowed
every drop of me
completely
licking her lips
and smiling
I had passed the point
of no return.
Flood
after flood
she made me release...
We cradled together
in silence.
She lay there
stroking my pubic hairs
gently,
snuggled
between my legs
to rest
She whispered...
'I love you,'
'get ready for round two.'
feedin you
to me
on one big platter of ecstacy
a cosmic calm
before the storm
that you bring alive in me
never an excuse for my passion
even if a bit old fashioned
nevertheless
the fire still burns in me
Can a dance to some old school groove
get you in the mood
can I light a candle
of fragrance that lures you
write a tight beat
that pulls you
next to me
and if you come close
enough to graze my cheek
would you say it was a mistake
for all the pleasures you seek
take a peek
exhale
learn of the real me
only a fraction of what you see
words like lightning
flashing across my minds' eye
thundering orgasms
that pierce the midnight sky
raining down on your heart from me
my gift to you
my pleasure mixed with pain
risking
knowing
I would have to let you go
maybe
never
seeing
you
again...
sigh
say it ain't so
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