joyce's posts with tag: my thoughts
 Don't look back. You are not going that way.
Through life there are always those times when decisions just have to be made, when the choices are hard and solutions seem scarce, and the rain seems to soak your parade.
There are some situations where all you can do is to simply let go and move on, gather courage together and choose a direction that carries you toward a new dawn.
So pack up your troubles and take a step forward. The process of change can be tough, but think about all the excitement ahead if you can be stalwart enough!
There could be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend, and wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend.
Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests as you challenge your status quo and learn that there are so many options in life, and so many ways you can grow!
Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen, or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds and wonderful spots in between.
Perhaps you'll find warmth, affection and caring, a "somebody special" who's there to help you stay centered and listen with interest to stories and feelings you want to share.
Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing that your friends are supportive of all that you do, and believe that whatever decisions you make are the right choices for you.
So keep putting one foot in front of the other, and take your life day by day.
There is a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road.
Never look back! - you're not going that way
Free Yourself
Baby you don't pay me no mind
You act like you don't love me no more
Maybe you need space or some time
Your attitude is uppredictable and I don't want to make you unhappy
If your not happy then your free to go on cuz I don't want you stayin around if I make you so
Miserable
[Chorus]
If you don't want me then don't talk to me (if you don't want me then don't talk to me)
Go ahead and free yourself (go ahead and free yourself)
If you don't want me then don't talk to me (if you don't want me then don't talk to me)
Go ahead to someone else (go ahead to someone else)
If you don't want me then don't talk to me (if you don't want me then don't talk to me)
Go ahead and free yourself (go ahead and free yourself)
If you don't want me then don't talk to me (if you don't want me then don't talk to me)
Go ahead to someone else (go ahead to someone else)
[Bridge]
Time again and again I tried I tried (baby don't you know I tried) but the love I had inside has
Died has died (but the love I had inside)
Wont you be a man if it's over and just admit that things aint the same instead of making me
Think its all good
Between us which ones the blame
I took a lot of too much to handle until I can't take this game no more this love thing is full
Of scandal so you welcome to walk
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I had to take it there I had to take it there because I'm tired oh yeah
[Chorus]
You play games if you don't want me don't talk to me
Hey go ahead and free yourself
Baby if you don't want me don't talk to me I'll be alright go ahead to someone else
Yeah yeah.....
 WORD FOR TODAYOpposition
1. Pray for those who persecute you Romans 12:14 Bless them which persecute you; bless, and curse not.
2. Soft speech crushes opposition Proverbs 25:15 by long forbearing is a prince persuaded, and a soft tongue breaketh the bone.
3. When God is for us Romans 8:31 What shall we say then to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
4. Moses chose affliction over pleasures of sin
Hebrews 11:25 Choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of
God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season;
5. Gently teach those who oppose truth
2 Timothy 2:25 In meekness, instructing those that oppose themselves; if
God peradventure would give them repentance to the acknowledging of the
truth;
Heaven's Letters
Is it really so important that everyone agree with you
about anything or everything? Even when you are absolutely right,
how much does it matter? What is your vested interest that you
must have agreement. Give everyone their free-wheeling space,
and have yours.
When you complain to someone, you are waiting for their agreement.
Is their agreement really such a weighty thing that you would wait
for it? What is it that you need confirmed? And why do you need it
anyway?
Serve others, and don't ask for much. Opinions are opinions,
and that's all they are. Here today and gone tomorrow.
You may not even agree with yourself tomorrow!
That is a good thing that you can change your mind. Change it often.
Reach new levels.
Not everyone agrees with Me. You may not. This is your freedom of will.
I gave it to you. Now it is for you to give freedom to everyone.
In theory, you love freedom for all. In actuality, you are not
so sure. Not that you would infringe on anyone. Oh, no,
you only want to be agreed with. You only want to enlighten others,
bring them to their senses and your way of thinking.
This is a losing battle, beloveds. It is not winnable.
Even if you win, you have won nothing. A nod of the head, a word.
This is what winning an argument is made of. Don't argue,
and you will not win nor lose the nothing at all that is at stake.
Get on with your life. In life, it is like you are taking a walk.
If someone wants to walk with you, you are glad. If they want
to take a different walk, that's okay too. You may meet
at a certain corner down the road anyway. Or you may not.
When you no longer require someone's compliance or agreement,
that will be a wonderful thing. As you release others,
you release yourself. No one has to conform to another's thoughts.
Thoughts are up for grabs.
Even if you are an employer, maybe you are the one who has
to change his mind. But for that you have to listen first.
And if you are an employee, you will have to listen and oblige,
even when it makes no sense to you.
It is not compromise I speak of. It's just that everything
may not be the way you want, or even the way it should be.
And your lack of agreement does have to be a stumbling block.
You don't have to make a fuss about it. You don't have to get
in a huff. Of course, there is a certain line beyond which you
will not step, and that is up to you. That is your freedom of choice.
You always have a choice, beloveds. It's that you don't
always know what you are choosing. It's that sometimes you
choose ego over everything.
You are free to be hasty, and you are free to take your time.
You are free to disagree, and you are free to drop it.
You are free to be anything at all.
You are free to cry, and you are free to laugh.
You are free to create tension, and you are free to create peace.
You are free to give all you are worth, and you are free to give
nothing at all.
Your choices will come according to the step you stand on.
Climb higher, and you will see farther, and, when all is said,
you will make choices good for all on all levels.
Standing in the mirror
Checking out my frame
one last time,
giving me that 'all over' once again
Ready or not
here I come
night out
with the girls
always reaps so much fun
Stepping into the front seat
of the passenger side
Ladies, good evening all
Everyone buckled up...
let's take a ride
First stop...is the little diner
that stays open late
We like it because of the generous servings
they always put on our plates
One settles for salad and sandwich
the other for a hot ham
and extra cheese
I pointed at the cheeseburger
yeah, I'll take one of these
Trying to offset the drinks we'll consume
But we don't want to eat too much
or there won't be any room
We got this ritual
down to a tee
For all the drinking we do
I got to have some food in me
Food finished, finally
but, one of them has to smoke
I slide my heels back on
becuz these pumps
ain't no joke
Walking back to the car
heels clicking
glad it isn't that far
Now...we ready
for whatever the night may bring
Girls just wanna have fun
Laughing, drinking, and trying to sing
We've been known for staying out for days
partying and indulging
Getting lost
in our wild worldly ways
By the end of the party
we're always too tired to move
cutting up
dancing
with nothing else to prove
We finally call it a night
and head out the door last
before they turn off the light
On the way home
we recap the journey
highlighting what a good time
we always have
All agreed when riding along
These heels are made for walking
when you definitely got some place to be
If it wasn't for appearance sakes...
these heels wouldn't be for me
 Just about sleep and the phone rings
It's you
'What's up wit ya..'
Nothing...and you. What you doing?
'Laying here thinking about you...
witcha sexxy ass'
Who me
'Yeah you.. Who else I'm talking to... what you got on?'
Nothing...
'Nothing?'
Nothing
'MMMMM'
(her voice always does it for me. But I know she's been told that a thousand times)
I sink back into the intimacy of my surroundings...
fluffing my pillow
checking to make sure the music is nice
making sure my toys are in place
(She would never believe the anticipation...written all over my face)
'I been thinking about you all day. Thinking I want you. Can you handle that?'
Sure. What can I do about that? How can I help you, baby?
' Where are your hands? I want you to touch it for me. Stick your finger in, and let me know how it tastes'
I take the phone in my left hand, take my right hand, sliding it under the cover....down my stomach. I rest it on my thighs for a moment.
'Where are your hands now?'
On my thigh.
'Stick it in your pussy for me. Take me there. I got mine on my nipples, squeezing....softly..... like I want you to do them'
I trace my hands across my thigh, up my stomach, to my nipples...squeezing them so they tingle with desire. My full hand cups my breasts, caressing simulating her warm hands...
'Talk to me. Tell me what you're doing. I can hear you breathing heavy. Does it feel good?'
Yes.
I move my hands across my stomach again, this time, headed for my center. As I approach, the feel of the close shaven hairs excites me, as I guide my hand over them. I can feel the heat from my feminine pit of erotica boiling. Waves of heat against my hands. I lift my hand to feel the heat rising higher...
Baby, I'm on fire! I'm touching my clit. It's hot. Moist. Very firm.
'MMMMmm 'm. What do you want me to do for you, Baby?'
Take care of this yearning for me. I need you to fuck me. I got two fingers inside me, rocking..just like you taught me. Calling your name, Baby. MMmmmm. Yesssss.
'Baby, let me get all up in that. Open your legs. You know I want that, don't you?'
Yes, and I want you too. You know how you make me feel. Take it, Baby. It's all yours!
'Is it? Well if it is...let me hear it talk to me. Call my name...'
I began to stir in my sizzling hot furnace, thrusting in and out...in and out. My breaths increasing, as I levitated on the edge of an orgasm
Baby, Yes. Take this pussy. MMMm. yes.
I reached the point where I know I was gonna need something bigger.....something that reaches deeper than my fingers. So I reached into the night stand, for my favorite toy. Well, my only toy.
'Cumm for me Baby. All over me. Give me all your juices. Come on. Take it. Call my name. Call. My. Name. Talk to me.'
Fighting to award her with her nutt, I managed to say, "Yours Baby. It's always yours. I don't want nobody else. Take it. yesssss. Baby, I'm cumming for you. Takeeeeeee it!"
'Give it to me. It's mine.'
...and I do. For as long as she wants it. Time stands still. Her pleasure is mine to fulfill. 'Cumm for me Baby. All over me. Give me all your juices. Come on. Take it. Call my name. Call. My. Name. Talk to me.'
We release our innate emotions for each other in the only way we know how..for now. I accept hers, and she accepts mine.
From the time I picked up the receiver, the voice on the other end had my mind suspended. She makes me happy. Makes everything in me grin. Leading up to the deed, her soft whispers, cooing, and calling me Baby..did it for me. That was my foreplay. it's enough to get me there.
She commands me. She is my master in bed. I gladly say, 'Yes ma'am', as I fall deeper into desire for her.
We do this virtual play often enough for me to know, that one of these days, it will happen...for real. But for now, when I touch that spot, it's for her. ...
That part of me...belongs to her.
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